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Self Doesn’t Exist

Self is the transitory level of the mortal world. It’s the idea from living in matter at one level of consciousness. We don’t live knowing creations level and our life continuum. Anyone living for eternity knows this one trip in a body has nothing to do with who we are. It’s building light in consciousness. The body gives Spirit the way to live in matter. The Soul is in Heaven and is what is living. The Soul is giving Spirit the way to live in matter from any one level of consciousness. Spirit is like the many sun rays and the heart of the sun is the Soul. 

Our idea of self, family, and friends have been made through not knowing light. Our present level of consciousness makes identity nad meaning in matter. We place our identity in our name, family, hairstyle, clothes, job title, car, square footage, and bank account. We think what is on the outside is who we are when it’s not even close to what we are. Our self-identity has been made matters level because we think society is reality. We’re not living creations level of life. We’re only knowing what we can muster up and that’s the illusion to ultimate Truth. 

Everything at matters levels is small because it holds the story living its idea which is the darker level of life because we don’t live in conversation with God for knowing more. The illusion is our story and we never get beyond it until we become more Love. 

Self is the temporal storyteller for walking through trials and tribulations that beckon us to choose Love. 

The light in Heaven is the eternal level for consciously evolving to Love. We’ll live for trillions and trillions of years through different levels of consciousness in matter. It’s beyond our bodies and has nothing to do with just one story of life. The body is like a suit of clothes we put on and take off in every life. What is alive is the conscious energy inside of the body. Consciousness is continuous.

The body allows for the human experience and constantly changes for new life in matter from different levels of consciousness.  Love is all we are and that is all we are becoming. 

When we leave the body for new life every thought fades. We are not our thoughts and they do not make who we are. They are a storyboard of ideas that we move through at this one level of consciousness. 

Living with a trillion different bodies which one would we call self? None.  Each new life gives us the way to increase in knowing God for knowing ultimate reality.  



Thinking is part of the temporal illusion. We are not our thoughts. They are a feeder of ideas that try to move us into deeper territory for having depth, maturity, and substance. We’re passing through a story of ideas that exist at one level of consciousness out of an infinite. The idea we carry seems real and absolute but it’s temporal and fleeting into other light. The ideas have meaning to us and that meaning is the value we carry.  It’s not definitive and is subjective to perspective.

Perspective is a major leader in where thought lives from. Perspective is out of the energy Love making itself in either Love or not Love. We only live what we think and our narrative is all we know as life. We only hear what we want to hear and don’t want to hear.

The world is not as we see it. Its hundreds of trillions and trillions of subatomic parties living in resonance. The ability to touch something and move in a body is out of human photosynthesis. There are no actual human beings walking the earth as we see them. It’s all living in light. We’re not existing as a body as much as we are living as conscious energy. 

Human consciousness lives in lower mind out of lower earthly energy because we made money a second God. We made the body as self and money the idea of life. We never understood reality, consciousness, or God.  we made up our idea of life and have only supported it because we could make it work. No one has lived with God teaching about Himself until now and no one understood His living in our lives. 

God has nothing to do with religion. He is the blueprint to life and living in every atom giving us the way to live in matter. Nothing we carry as life is actually our livingness. Our idea of life is the only idea we know but as we understand creation’s level in life we’ll begin a broader understanding of it. Now, we’re in ego, satan, and the little person without the energy needed to live with a greater aptitude of Love. 

Our idea of thought has never made it to knowing consciousness was all that was alive or that human beings only know their narrative as life. We don’t observe our thoughts or try to control them. We’re living unconscious of life even though we think we are conscious because we know our bodies. No one is conscious of anything other than their self chatter until they get to God. Its dreams that live very real and if we fall and scrape our knee it may bleed. The entire idea of life lives outside of us until we know it’s only living through us. 

Human beings live through incessant thinking jumping from one thought to the next making daydreams live in matter. We mostly live in our past and future revisiting things that have happened and trying to daydream about things we want to have happen. We rarely live conscious of the present moment. The illusion is out of our not hearing God.

Human beings only live in their self chatter listening to echoes without having a clue it is what they wanted to hear and not wanted to hear. Both are out of our light in life. We never live outside of our narrative. Human beings are a thinking species experiencing the world only at their level of consciousness. Literally, there’s only one of us here with God. 

The idea of life as we know it is the illusion and only living because we didn’t live in conversation with God. Knowledge gives us the way to Truth and brings enlightenment to life by knowing more about our divine existence. 



Incessant thinking is jumping from one thought to the next in self chatter. Every human being lives in it until they consciously evolve out of it. We hear a voice talking to us about what we did, need to do, or want in life. We fantasize constantly with stories that show images in our mind. We dwell on how things could have been different or what could be. Human beings subjugate thought with daydreams eighty percent of their existence. We master how to make things up without understanding dark and light. Our thinking mostly swims in shallow water because we aren’t trying to pause thought, understand where it comes from, or change it. 

We just let our self chatter roll and never end it. No one knows the idea of thought until they begin having a deeper inquisition for why we think the way we do. We want to question what we see and believe is being seen. The idea of one idea living whole is null. We have to move our perspective for diving deeper into Love for having thoughts energy out of Love. Love is the light that washes away the dark in thinking. It’s the keeper of Heaven for us. 

Most people have no idea only their narrative is existing as life or that there’s only one of us here with God. They don’t understand reality or creation and haven’t begun to awaken to it. They are asleep in life mimicking what they see as life. 

We look for what benefits us, makes us feel good, or look good. We want branding to be who we are without depth in our Soul or knowledge of Truth. We mimic celebrities and magazines that tell us what is trendy and what is the best life to live. We want to be accepted and live what society deems as successful. We’re raised in an illusion and try to be something in it without knowing divinity or God. 


Thinking and consciousness are extremely opposites. Thinking is only the temporal story of life while consciousness is our livingness and what is existing as Love and not Love. Consciousness is our livingness and is the light thinking lives out of.

Thinking is the temporal level of human stories. Thinking only serves as a temporal idea pushing us along from one day to the next. It weaves itself into transitory trials and tribulations for making choices towards Love. Thinking is a storyboard and it’s all we can muster up and this one level of consciousness. The storyboard leaves when we leave the body. The Love we have lived in this story builds light in consciousness. 

Consciousness is continuous and is the light thought emerges out of. Consciousness doesn’t change like thoughts do and is the deeper knowing of all.  Consciousness is all that is alive and is life. 


The Alchemy in Balance

Living through human photosynthesis gives us the way to move in a world only experiencing our thoughts as life.  Having balance is knowing there is light in everything including where there is dark. Opening our power to being malleable is providing the light for balance.  

Only our narrative is living as life. No one lives outside of their thoughts and no one experiences anything except their thoughts as life. We listen from our narrative and only hear what we want to hear and don’t want to hear as life. Our truth is Love. We’re living through everything other than Love to Love. 

There’s nothing living but Love with human beings writing on top that their story which falls deep in the devil’s level of life because of living in satan and lower mind. When we made money a second God we placed meaning and attachment with matter which keeps us in lower earthly energy. Human beings are not the little person level. We’re divine creatures in God but never know it because we only live for what society says is life. We don’t begin this life hearing God teach. That only comes later in free will. 

Having balance isn’t working out a schedule to have part work and play blend perfectly. Having balance is light in our state of mind that carries Heaven in all things. We don’t think for it because people don’t know the world is only existing at their level of consciousness. People chase the empty bowl trying to apply balance in satan instead of understanding the truth of their power in God. We try to control our world and only do what works for us. Which only shapes the devil in life.  We haven’t understood I am the universe or the light the world lives through. We’re only being at the effect of the world instead of at cause. Matter is the effect and consciousness is at cause. 



Having balance is knowing light is living in everything and is always there for moving through. Strengthening our ability to glide through life with God becomes a necessity when the world is still in lower mind. We achieve this by Love. Only by becoming Love do we gain intelligence. Nothing in life is textual except the first knowing. After that experiencing it is all there is. We drop away and come back. We conquer and learn to go deeper. We live experiencing our thoughts and energy shifting. No one is born enlightened at the level of knowing all. We are born for living through everything other than Love to Love but we have to make the choice of Love to open the bigger world. 

Knowing God is with us wasn’t something religious it was for carrying light in our thought system. No one lives believing they have been created or live in something with higher intelligence raising them but that is our existence. We have so much with us and don’t even know it because our thought system is deep in darkness and can’t see the light. We bury it living for fame and wealth. We lose knowing the bigger world when we accept society as reality. No one is learning to live with Angels, celestial light, and other races of Love because everyone thinks society is reality. 

When people learn they only live in their narrative and that there is only one of us here with God. They realize the bigger world was always here for teaching us how to live with God in light. 

Our journey won’t be perfect, exactly what we want or even what we think is right. There will always be different ideas about what we want to do, need to do, and have to do. Sometimes we don’t have an agreement for the experience but that doesn’t mean it can’t live in light.  Our knowing God exists is for pulling us out of the dark to light through everything in existence. 

Our agreement only has to be with Love for it to also be with God and Heaven. Balance begins arriving the moment we become the alchemy for its existence. We want to shape our ideas of life with Love. We want to carry gentleness and observe more while acting less. No one realizes the balance of life already exists within when we allow life to unfold in its grace. 

We try to force so much to be what we want we create the dark. Our ideas live out of human consciousness and the little person’s idea of what works for us. No one realizes that life was created and there is a higher intelligence that knows the truth for what works for us beyond any level we could know. 

No one walks onto a huge plane and kicks the pilot out to fly it. We’re in a world that is raising us and when we allow higher light to work with us we open more realms. 

Many experiences have light no one sees. We don’t change perspective. We have to pause and surrender to light telling ourselves there is more here than we know. There is more existing beyond how we think. 

Allowing for higher intelligence to work in life is surrendering to Love over any other idea. Balance is freedom in life at deeper levels than the little person’s idea of balance. The light in our state of mind carries God and the ability to know Heaven shape out of anything. We live with greater calmness when the devil rears its head by moving energy to God. Living in happiness only lives out of deeper knowing of life. Otherwise, we chance the empty bowl with branding and materialism. 

Happiness from material goods, accolades, or feelings that make us feel superior on some level fall away. They don’t answer the heart they only give to the mind what feeds the ego and the little person. Our divine light needs to be used. Nothing in this world can triumph over God. When we only live society as reality we cut ourselves away from God.

We are in the light of Christ for living that. We shed ego every time we choose Love and give to others over self. Remember self doesn’t exist. It’s only a story at the temporal level giving us the way to live through the human story to God. Self separates us until we learn that everyone is a level of energy within our Soul and that we are one Love. As we learn about our eternal flame in God we understand the body is like a suit of clothes we put on and take off in every life. What is living is the conscious energy inside of the body and that is continuously evolving in God as Love. 

Balance is the art of light. Knowing everyone is a level of energy in our Soul tells us the face of God can be any one of them giving to us the light for learning and choosing Love. If at the top we already make that choice and live pausing and living gently this starts our eyes seeking what gives us the light for Love instead of fear. Life is our personal curriculum catering to what carves our Soul deeper in God.  Let us live this moment with agreement from the start of our day that we live knowing the bigger world is trying to help us have Love and happiness through everything we shape.