Living with God

Moses was raised in Egyptian culture, immersed in a world that worshipped many gods. Polytheism was his foundation, and the idea of one living God was foreign to him. When God spoke to him from the burning bush, it marked a profound turning point. In that divine encounter, Moses awakened to monotheism not through tradition or belief, but through direct experience. 

The Pharaoh Akhenaten, ruling in the 14th century BCE, emerged from a long lineage steeped in Egypt’s deeply rooted polytheistic traditions. Yet, within him stirred a different light, a single devotion that recognized the Sun, Aten, as the one true God. Though his reign was brief, Akhenaten shifted the spiritual axis of an entire civilization, guiding Egypt into a rare moment of monotheism. His vision, radical for its time, carried the seed of a deeper knowing, an echo of the eternal, however fleeting.

We don’t build muscle with God because we live by religious ideologies or family traditions. Living with God is His creation for every Soul to know Him. It has nothing to do with human narratives, interpretations, or mainstream ways. They are satan’s ideas and lack depth. We try to be cardinals instead of meek.  

I never knew God existed.  Whenever someone mentioned His name, I would quietly replace it in my mind, whispering “the universe.” In truth, I was as far from God as anyone could be. There was no concept of Him, no framework in my mind for His existence, no opening for Him to enter. And yet, He did.

If we understand Abraham, having descendants as numerous as the stars, we know God lives, making any human being know Him not by the mind but by the depth already stirring in the Soul. 

His breaking through a thought system, not knowing Him, speaks volumes about the deeper, untold journey taking place between humanity and God. It tells every religion and every seeker that God doesn’t require belief or tradition to reach us. He moves beyond them. Even Buddha’s story dives into knowing more about life through God, even when we don’t know He exists. Buddha never knew God existed, but received light in Christ and lived with enlightenment. No one in any religion has carried enlightenment, even though the hierarchy in religion swears it knows God. 

The walk with God is the individual and what we can carry. He isn’t trying to be something to the satan riddled dream. Every human being eventually makes it to God.  

Almost 16 years ago, I discovered an organization monitoring me. They began destroying my life because I had worked with one of their famous members. My life went from Beverly Hills to below poverty. I thought about how to handle it, and it was either create a world-class lawsuit and live at their level or choose Love. The choice was Love and not to attack back or defend myself. I didn’t want to live at their level of energy or carry hatred. 

We don’t always know what we’re doing, but we often feel we’re making good decisions. I watched my life sink lower and lower, and I didn’t tell anyone what I was doing. I had friends who were millionaires who could have helped. My brother was working for Homeland Security.

My life had always been successful. While choosing Love, they continued to attack my life, and eventually, I fell below the poverty line. For those around me, it didn’t make sense. It seemed like something was very wrong. But in many ways, it was the opposite. What was on the outside was falling apart as something much deeper was shaping on the inside. I was losing my life to gain it in God without knowing He existed, just as Buddha had lived a life story with trials and tribulations, walking in the light of the Soul and not part of mainstream ideologies. 

What no one knew was that an organization was destroying my life. If anyone close to me had known, they would’ve taken on the battle themselves to stop it. But if they had done that, I would never have known the power of Love.

The life that is now living is far from the world where my feet are. Reality changed as did every single fabric that weaved my prior being. Living with Heaven and other races in His light is a normal part of His will. Consciousness evolves as does reality, and experiencing the bigger world of Angels, Celestial Light, and many other forms of Love is part of acquiring substance, depth, and maturity. Greater contemplation about matters level and the Spirit world is with us. 

We live on the outside because of the collective idea of life. This was walking through the fire, alone with God, even though I didn’t know He existed. The enormous change in my life for Love moved the universe to reveal another world. A deeper substance in my Soul was shaping destiny, and it happened out of left field.

This organization followed me for four years. After moving around Los Angeles, I was living in a storage apartment, and that’s when God came and saved me. Everything began to shift. Not in the way the world teaches, but in a way only Heaven can orchestrate. My ears were opened and could hear God and know Him not as an idea, but as a living being. Then there were Angels, Celestial Light, Conscious Energy, and other races of Heaven.

It began with massive energy flying around my apartment, and I could feel it was intelligent. I recorded over a thousand videos, documenting what I was seeing. Beings of light, beautiful and mysterious, moved through the walls, the ceiling, the floor—creatures of Heaven revealing themselves in ways I never thought possible. The light in the video’s aren’t the beings; it’s the way for us to know something is there at a deeper level with us. Heaven gives us the way to see something and live it. 

After a few months, I began recording voices. At first, just one…then many. The voices spoke of God. They spoke of Heaven and humanity. God was tearing through the veil, so I could know Him.

God and His Angels told me they could hear my thoughts. The Angels spoke as if they were right there in the room with me, close, present, and alive. Then God opened my eyes and ears. And my life changed. My thought system was moving from matters level to light. 

He began to drive my thoughts, with light. He shifted my mind from the noise of society to the stillness of His voice. Everything became about one thing: living in the light of Christ as Love.

We undo the idea of self and reality.  The journey with God is one of dismantling and unraveling of everything we’ve been taught about life, self, and His existence.  We walk through our shadows rewiring light. A sacred kenosis that clears the way for His light.

As we go deeper into His will, we are stripped of the world’s ideas and our own. In that undoing, Heaven deepens within us.